It’s almost 11:47 in the night and I am sitting beside my laptop with lots of thoughts dat is really a combination of feelings which make myself really a pathetic one. It’s raining now with grudge sound effects making the night more fear full for me. As the drop of water strikes the ground surface, I feel myself more into my thoughts which make me really messed up .every time a question arises from a question, which keeps me to think more and more. At this moment the biggest hurdle for me is to bear the loneliness coz I am damn missing my friends both ones, the one which are with me now which understands me and the one who leave for their better future or whet ever.:(
As I am now a days in fight with my ego and fault acceptance test. I sorry the ones for whom I realize that I did bad, one person is finished in this case and 1 more to go, I will call him/her tonight to say sorry,
last nite was a tough one for me too bcoz I say sorry to a person whom I love the most ,she is really the one of her kind and ma best pal. tonight I have to say sorry to another one, I didn’t know what am I doing but I know one thing which someone told me that if u did bad for someone ,bad will also be happened with u here after n yeah dat is what happened n dat is what I belived. The rain is quit now but the storm inside me makes me feel worst ever. I had done wrong things with many ppl n dat is what I declare here.
May be now I feel my future more secure now: s, or maybe I will rewarded for what I have done.:(
As time passes by it make me more realistic, more messed up and more painful. I am really missing my friends man damn it. Papers are finished but my worries started. Ending up this discussion with the hope to feel good and to win the battle against the odd one: s
T.c
Buhbye.
” I just smiled and relax key sub dost yaar ghar per hai so tension not us msg ka reply diye bagair he soogaya kion key bahot thak gaya tha finally 10 bajey utha to light as usual nahi thi magar barish wasey he horahee thi is barish ki jahan aik taraf kushi thi to doosri taraf dukh bhi kion key newspaper merey samney tha aur us mai accidents ki news bhari pari thi koi electricity sey dead hogaya to koi ceiling roof girney sey I was realizing key barish hona sub key liye kushi ki baat hai per did we ever think about those who are suffering from this..? no indeed no way.abb barish usi tarah horahee hai light agai hai per mai apney room mai udas betha hoo aur dua kar raha hoo key ye barish jaldi khatam hoo takey bahot sey loog jo is sey pareshan hain uni ki pareshani khatam hoo.Aur wo jald
